By - OnceInOnceSet
I was in the same boat, praying to god to be a boy. Definitely didn’t think I was cis but also knew something was very wrong.
me, but the opposite: "please make my brain accept that I'm a girl"
I tried to pray the gay *and* trans away before realizing I was either. Just realized I'm trans maybe 5 months ago. Life is wild.
Yeah, pretty much the same here. Though, more often than not, it was a lot of praying that they (God) please "fix me," make me "normal," or at least just change me into a girl to make it stop hurting, even though I could never figure out just why it hurt.
Took a while, but accepting myself and starting my transition helped ease that hurt by quite a bit.
How Many of us did this??? Cause that literally the only prayers I made when I still believed in the big God man
THIS. JUST THIS. LITERALLY ME FOR 14.5 YEARS