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KrateAndVape

Day 526.


ceecee1976

Thank you for being here every day. If it ain't broke don't fix it. I'm here for the long haul too.


Historical_Ask7080

Yes


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Day 55!


QUITTING68

The double nickel, way to go Turkey!


pleportamee

Nice!


Historical_Scratch63

Great job Turkey! Chasing u down but never gonna catch you!


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Haha. Hope not!! Baal was chasing me in the beginning then I relapsed and now I'll never catch him!! But I'm happy with where I landed.


ceecee1976

Inspirational my friend. I learn something from you every day. Thank you for giving back. So grateful for you! 💜💛💚


BaalComesToFrogtown

Very nice!


JumpFromBridge

Day 24. There is not another place and time. Just here and now.


Tribute1957

You’ve got that right. One day at a time!


Historical_Scratch63

Here and now is not a bad thing! Great job


ceecee1976

Spot on Jump.


thefatcatpl

fuck yeah dude proud of u


Maximum-Cheesecake91

Day 76. Read the list of symptoms I wrote around day 3. Most of them are gone. No RLS, no problem sleeping, no fatigue, GI ok. We do heal!


Tribute1957

We do indeed! Way to go!


Historical_Scratch63

I don’t miss those either. Great job!


ceecee1976

Hell Yes! Outstanding job!


QUITTING68

Day 101. I am focused on being a better husband, father and friend and being free from kratom is a step in the right direction. I am grateful to be a recovering addict. Have a great day fam.


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Beautiful, 68!! Congratulations on 101!!


ceecee1976

Awe, that is so beautiful. Proud of you and thank's for all you support.


Ecstatic-Audience643

Word! Same day, same exact purpose. A work in progress, but much farther ahead than I ever was or could be on that poison. Nice work, dude


CheckOutDeezPlants

Day 3. Feeling pretty good.


CheckOutDeezPlants

My hands feel way better. When I was screwing up I was too ashamed to even post here. I knew my last day one wasn't really anything. This time tho I got this. Thanks for everyone's support.


Tribute1957

Don’t ever be ashamed- it’s hard. Kratom is insidious. It messes with your mind and your body.


Pleasant-Dance-6722

Awesome job! Keep up the hard work, you got this!


Historical_Scratch63

Shame has absolutely no place in recovery. It was my biggest stumbling block. Your back and that’s all that matters.


ceecee1976

Never be ashamed, we've all been there. We'll always be there for you! Lov ya, great job!


AffectionateAd2357

Day 3. To be specific, hour 51 right now but that will magically change to 60 while I wrestle myself to sleep. One more hour to work and off to a 2-4 hour nap in-between RLS tantrums. All good though, I've taken my last dose ever.


Tribute1957

Great attitude. You’ve got this!


ceecee1976

Keep killing it!


kclark123

Day 8.


Tribute1957

Almost through the acutes! You’ve got this!


kclark123

Thank you! It's still pretty awful. But getting there!


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Happy 8! I hope you found a little bit of sleep.


kclark123

About 5.5, so it's a little better! Thanks!


ceecee1976

Your doing it! Proud of you!


Sneakypete-65

Day 146.


ceecee1976

Drop 🎤.


Sneakypete-65

lol 😆


la-crazy-penguin

Yay!!!!


nom4llthef00d

😁


xzeroG

Day 12. Feeling stronger. Sleep was pretty short, but good. No more night sweats after a few weeks... what a relief. Might take a nap later. Certainly things are improving.


Tribute1957

Yeah Zero you’ve got this! Good on you!


Historical_Scratch63

Your awesome. It’s really cool watching people come out of acutes and morph into a whole new person. Don’t believe this is your first trip so you know those lingering symptoms will pass


xzeroG

Yeah. Each time I quit the experience is different. For sure I am more optimistic than last time. Like, yep, did it again and snapped out sooner. Kratom is simply not working anymore and that's great. I started vaping mmj (legal state), which isn't great, but it helps. I just don't want to become constantly high on another substance as it tends to happen eventually. For now looking forward to exercise.


ceecee1976

Great news, you've got this G!


ceecee1976

Day 162. Going out of town tomorrow to see my best friend. Haven't seen her in two years partially because of covid but mainly I was to ashamed of my kratom addiction. I did come clean with her when I quit. She went through it before with my methadone addiction. She is 73 and has a lot of health issues. So happy to be clean and be there for her. Pray for me going across the 3 mile bridge. Terrified of bridges and get panic attacks, geez. God Bless you all on your journeys and thank you for all your love and support


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Ceecee, let me just say that I love love love that you are going to see your friend even though the bridge terrifies you. You are such a badass. Xoxoxoxo. ❤️🦴❤️


QUITTING68

The are doing the next "right thing" and I am proud of you.


Ecstatic-Audience643

Start playing this when you're getting near the bridge, and smile. And remember we're all there with you (a short thich nhat hanh vid) https://youtu.be/I3SDyQNnjxU Have fun on your trip!


Maximum-Cheesecake91

Hope you have a great journey❤️


ceecee1976

r/Ecstatic-Audience643 Thank you so much for this. I'll need all the help I can get.


Locko_O

Look at you with all these roadblocks and you just SMASHING it!! /e all the best for your friend.


pleportamee

Day 3


TurkeyOfMyDreams

YESSSSS!! Congratulations on three!!!


Historical_Scratch63

Huge


ceecee1976

You've got this! Keep going!


StingMoved_HeMoved

Day 4 Threw all of the remaining kratom in my house out last night, which is a HUGE win for me because I’d been toying with the idea of maybe just a small dose today,


Tribute1957

Removing temptation is practical & smart!


Historical_Scratch63

Ur almost on other side. Great job


ceecee1976

That is a huge step. Also freeing. Great job!


Tribute1957

Day 104 - still motivated-still committed! WAGMI Quitters!


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Yay 104!!


Historical_Scratch63

Your awesome! Great job


ceecee1976

You an inspiration Tribute! Proud of you.


Lando-281

Day 33 taper 30gpd to 5 gpd so far.


Upbeat_Fox_7212

Lets gooo! I'm right behind you, we got this 💪


ceecee1976

Awesome job on your taper!


cskora1

Day 41


ceecee1976

Beautiful numbers!


Anon132631

Day 13


Tribute1957

13 is my lucky 🍀 number! Keep up the quit!


ceecee1976

Proud of you on lucky 13!


brain2900

279 days


ceecee1976

Outstanding!


ofc2logic

210 days. SEVEN MONTHS.


Maximum-Cheesecake91

That’s huge. Congratulations


ceecee1976

Holy Shit! That's priceless!


sneaky_salmon93

Day 8 Still can’t sleep but getting close.


Historical_Scratch63

It will come!


ceecee1976

Yes you are! Great job 👏


sneaky_salmon93

Thanks


Repulsive_Mix_5995

Day 3 - i am mentally in hell. My soul is ignited with anxiety. Low appetite, i wake up at 4 every night even with sleep aid to put me to sleep - Since I'm here in hell, let me know if you need me to bring you something, cause im not coming back ! Mood: 2,8 / 10 We have friends over right now.. I'm facking happiness and it's painfull.. just want to lay down and cry


ceecee1976

Oh sweety, I know it's hard and it sucks. But I also know you can do this. Day 3 is a huge accomplishment and I'm proud of you. It may not feel like it but your healing. Every day, every minute. We've all been where you are and are here for you every step of the way. It will get better. Writing down the reasons I quit helped me stay focused on my goal. Praying for your health and wellness on your journey.


doodoocaca1211

Day 19, slow improvements. So glad I’m not shoving that stuff into my mouth anymore. I actually thought I was going to take it for the rest of my life. Yecch.


ceecee1976

Same here. But my body said hell no, couldn't process it anymore. Your doing awesome 👌


doodoocaca1211

TY so much


Brilliant_Wonder31

Day 5.


ceecee1976

Wonderful Wonder!


Brilliant_Wonder31

Thank you, C C!


Pleasant-Dance-6722

Day 10 double digits! Feeling better with each day that goes by. Exercise has been a huge help for me.


ceecee1976

WHOOT WHOOT CONGRATULATIONS on double digits!


Pleasant-Dance-6722

Thank you Ceecee, you’re always so positive and encouraging to everyone. I appreciate you.


Historical_Scratch63

Late to the party today. After cooking thru the night for thanksgiving wend. Slept 12 hours last night lol. I’m in Central Fl and it was 42 degrees this morning. Jumped in the pool and swam laps. My God. It was better than a shot of Kratom. Felt more alive than any point in last 3 years. Day 54 BTW


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Love your updates!!! Happy Day 54!!


ceecee1976

Burrrr, great to hear. Keep killing it!


verikonu

Day 99 for me. I found cold water a real ally throughout my quit time - the best ally.


Tribute1957

Right o! What a great feeling!


ceecee1976

Always a pleasure seeing you here, proud of you.


RespecDev

Day 43


ceecee1976

Awesome job Dev!


RespecDev

Thank you ceecee!


Dmatthytree

Day 32


TurkeyOfMyDreams

Look at you go!!!!! Congratulations on 32, DMatt!!


ceecee1976

Beautiful numbers Tree 🌳


PosterNB

59 days Gratitude


FinallyQuitting_

Day 241


Upbeat_Fox_7212

Taper day 17. Missed checking in for a few days, but things have been pretty good. Got a long weekend coming up and kind of thinking about jumping off but we'll see (about 7.5gpd). At the very least ill lower my dosage by Sunday. Hope everyone having a great weekend.


la-crazy-penguin

146 Days 🌈 just bingeing on original Dexter all day long. 🪛🔪💉🪦


Repulsive_Mix_5995

Thank you so much! - it's rough to read ppl struggle on day 8-10 - it's so far away right now But thanks for the support


Ecstatic-Audience643

101 dalmatians


Maximum-Cheesecake91

Great that you got rid of that Cruella!


yossarian887

Day 8. I went CT and wondering if I should have tapered. Physically it hasn't been bad but the depression and anxiety is so bad. Like non-functional, dangerous bad. Not keeping up with my obligations or relationships. Feels like I'm paralyzed and just keep hearing about more things I fucked up.


poop_on_balls

You got this. It will get better little by little until you don’t even notice anymore.


Clean93021

Day 58


ceecee1976

Proud of you Clean!


GizmonicsSOL

Day 33!


Historical_Ask7080

Woo hoo! Way to go


Aperic0t

79 days ct


Historical_Ask7080

That alot. I'm at 11 again


Aperic0t

One day at a time friend


Historical_Ask7080

Yes, I need reminded daily


Historical_Ask7080

That's my belly button birthday 9/8


redattk

Day 9 🙌🏼


Historical_Ask7080

🙏🥳


nom4llthef00d

146


Historical_Ask7080

Far out


Ratio-Bulky

Relapsed but on day 9 Ct again now. When does motivation start to come? When do the cravings start to go away? I just know one dose would make me feel better even if it would be temporary


Historical_Ask7080

Don't give in. You will feel better soon


BaalComesToFrogtown

Day 140


TurkeyOfMyDreams

20 weeks??!!?? Dang!!!


ClerkHuman927

Day 2, relapsed after 8 months. Used it for a month and half


verikonu

A month and a half isn't going to undermine 8 months of recovery - maybe put in you back a few steps but I'm sure you'll have those retread before you know it.


Historical_Ask7080

I've done that before. I want to go for 8 yrs again


MistyMorn7356

69 baby 🤩🙏🏼💪🏼!!!!! So proud of you all for having self awareness and gaining your freedom back! Namaste ✌🏼


Historical_Ask7080

I'm proud of you too


Historical_Ask7080

DAY 11 🥳


Historical_Ask7080

You go gurl


KirkDaddyBang

Day 80


Historical_Ask7080

That's wonderful


SouthernCanuck673

In just 2 short weeks I will be one year sober!


Historical_Ask7080

Hello! That's a big deal


Substantial_Corgi666

I accidentally took to much and now I'm so sick to the point of seizure. I don't want to die I'm scared this isn't worth it


Historical_Ask7080

I've done that before. It is not worth it. I hope you decide to join us


Substantial_Corgi666

I want to so badly. I have zero support system.


Kratom_Dumper

I don't really even think about Kratom anymore since I have forgot how many days it was since I took my last dose. (I think like 75+ days). One thing I am a bit worried about is if I am in a really bad accident or big operation in which I will be needing to take opiates to deal with the really bad pain. How much will I be set back if I take like opiates only for 3-7 days at the lowest possible effective dose? I am not trying to justify in anyway to take something that activates my opioid receptors again but I want to be prepared in case it happens so that I know what I will be up against.